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Dear viewers
Never mind about the other journal entry! My frends all said "Happy B-day" to me and some of them even sang me a song...^^; yeah...they're not the best singers ever but it's the thought that counts...also, a friend of mine, Alexandro, gave me a penny today as a belated B-day present!! lol...it was made in the year 1987!! that's about 21 years ago!! lol...not that you guys would really care about that kind of stuff...lol...but im just saying...just saying....
any how...luck has been on my side for a majority of the day but...unfortunately...I got into a fight w/ meh frend...the thing is, I didn't mean to get her mad or depressed...ya see...I was assigned, as class artist, to design a small peice of fabric, which was then to be joined with other peices like mine (also designed) to create something like a sash...the thing is...there's some rivalry going on between my frend and i, and i dont like getting too serious with that kind of stuff....so yeah...the reason both of us are rivals is because we are both sorta competing with each other to get better at drawing manga/anime than each other...as i said, the teacher chose me to carry out the assignment so i agreed to do so....when i told my frend about the assignment, i somehow provoked her...perhaps she was serious about being my rival...and maybe it wasn't just some kind of a fun competition to her....im not completely sure...but every time i'd look up at her she always gave me these dirty looks...so, not knowing what to do, I went to another frend for advice...she told me to do what seemed right to me...my options were:1 confront her 2 give her time to accept the truth...
so I decided to talk to her...I came up to her and asked her if she wanted me to ask my teacher about whether she can work with me and share her ideas with me...It didn't go the way I expected it to...She just ignored me...as if i wasn't even there...i want her to listen to me but I can't seem to get her to even look at me for a mere second...
I don't WANT her to be angry with the fact that i got the job instead of her....It wasn't MY fault that the teacher chose me! personally, I think that she should've just said "ok good for you." and i think she should've been at least a teensy bit more supportive than that...cuz i would've done the same to her...Besides, it's just a design of a tiny peice of shitty fabric that we had to design... it was even smaller that half of a regular sized sheet of paper!! why would someone get envious over something like that!?
oh well...im sure that everything will be back to normal soon enough and when we get older we'll simply look back and laugh at how stupid we were before...XP
Love,
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