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Sometimes when I am here all alone. I just dream.
Sometimes when I am here not alone. I just dream.

And I get stuck. My imagination gets completely lost in time. I begin to become delusional. Sometimes I catch myself talking to my self. I will sit and stare at nothing for an hour if none interrupts - This scares me.

And this makes me think about how I used to look in the mirror & I didn't recognize the person I had become. When I would look, I would see someone that I didn't understand, that I didn't even know anymore. Yes, I lost my mind once before. Completely lost it, and I died. I don't mean that in a metaphorical sense either. I was dead. As in, my heart stopped beating. That story is too personal to share with just anyone - I will share if you ask though.

Just when I think I have found my self again, I have doubts again. Nice.