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This world is full of death
A harsh and cruel reality
I hate waking up
and those I love being gone
it's only hope
that keeps us going
faith in God
wishing...knowing
that those who leave us
still carry on
We trust in what we cannot see
nor taste, nor touch
only believe
we'll never know in our mortal lives
the paradise in the skies
it's been so long since i've seen you last
And although you may be just a part of my past
I can’t help the way I feel or the dreams I dream
Thinking in some way you're still with me
Looking at your pictures hanging on my wall
Your eyes staring back at me
Or so I think
Unhealthy?
Or normal
Don’t know
Don’t care
It’s the only way,
So every day I can see your face once more.
Otherwise I'd go insane
Cause nothing would ever be the same
The unfortunate truth would settle in my stomach and remain there at the bottom.
I’ll wait and wait
Till its my time
To leave this place
And I'll have to face
Either the end
Or a new beginning
My only wish for now it seems
Is that if you are watching over me
I want to make you proud
So I'll stop and think and try to be like you
Because since you left so early in life
You had to have been doing something right
To deserve to be in a better place
For now
I just have to wait