I must be honest,
I can no longer,
Laugh and lie in your presence.
When I am with you,
The truth is,
I am thinking of another.
I think of he that holds my heart.
When you hug me,
I feel him.
Though his embrace,
Is my rarest gem.
I sense his eyes on me,
Whenever you gaze my way.
I know you sense my hesitation,
To walk into your open arms.
I know you see my contentment,
Whenever his words touch my heart.
Or maybe ideally,
You've failed to notice,
Or perhaps you've closed your eyes.
You fail to see,
That I've fallen in love,
While you toyed with your life.
But, its not my fault,
That you didn't notice,
The obvious presence that I hold.
You had your chance,
You lost it.
Don't you dare approach me,
With your judgmental eyes.
'Cause I've found someone worth living for,
I've found someone,
Who makes me smile.
He could love me,
Even when,
I'm not the one he desires.
I am tired of second place,
Of not being the only one.
Or so I thought,
Until I met him.
Or rather,
Until he stole my heart.
But worry not,
Because he is wise,
And is good for my soul.
He knows my value,
He knows my worth.
I am happy,
Just in thoughts of him,
And though I'll love you,
Come what may,
You're no longer my affection.
In fact you never were.
Sadly, you were just a mere taste,
While he is an entire meal of love,
From whom I have much to gain.
You'll be my friend,
Who I'll cherish,
While loving someone else.
So please don't hold it against me,
That my first love,
I have met.
I can no longer,
Laugh and lie in your presence.
When I am with you,
The truth is,
I am thinking of another.
I think of he that holds my heart.
When you hug me,
I feel him.
Though his embrace,
Is my rarest gem.
I sense his eyes on me,
Whenever you gaze my way.
I know you sense my hesitation,
To walk into your open arms.
I know you see my contentment,
Whenever his words touch my heart.
Or maybe ideally,
You've failed to notice,
Or perhaps you've closed your eyes.
You fail to see,
That I've fallen in love,
While you toyed with your life.
But, its not my fault,
That you didn't notice,
The obvious presence that I hold.
You had your chance,
You lost it.
Don't you dare approach me,
With your judgmental eyes.
'Cause I've found someone worth living for,
I've found someone,
Who makes me smile.
He could love me,
Even when,
I'm not the one he desires.
I am tired of second place,
Of not being the only one.
Or so I thought,
Until I met him.
Or rather,
Until he stole my heart.
But worry not,
Because he is wise,
And is good for my soul.
He knows my value,
He knows my worth.
I am happy,
Just in thoughts of him,
And though I'll love you,
Come what may,
You're no longer my affection.
In fact you never were.
Sadly, you were just a mere taste,
While he is an entire meal of love,
From whom I have much to gain.
You'll be my friend,
Who I'll cherish,
While loving someone else.
So please don't hold it against me,
That my first love,
I have met.
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