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i feel like im going to fall back into something that i hate...i hate to go to this place. but yet its the most familiar thing in my life...nothing about it has made me surprise to see it. but yet it always come here and hurts me...i hate it yet i can't go away...im just dont feel so well i feel sick but at the same time, im not...i just can't explain my feelings. its just hurts my heart not knowing how badly it is...