Well, I actually just broke up with someone today. And, I would curse. I could cry. I could be pissed and just cause drama everywhere.
No, what im going to do, is give it up. Give up looking for that 'special' someone. Give up being 'happy' with someone. because I can be happy by myself. I have my friends. I may not have a family. but, why have them when I have my friends who are more family to me than anyone could be?
Funny thing is. I can confess right now that I am, I can say, madly in love with someone, but he's gone. Actually, there are two. They are there for everything, but knowing me, I would screw it up even if they DID like me.
It's hard not knowing what is done.
Its hard knowing what is gone.
Its hard hearing voices in your head.
Its hard knowing my love is dead.
It's love the hate
And hate the love.
I'm madly in love with the two.
But, my heart dosnt know what to do.
So I shall sit here and wait in the dark.
Love will never make it's mark.
Im done with it, all and all.
My hearts has shattered into peices.
And started to fall.
*smiles* And I'm just fine with that.
No, what im going to do, is give it up. Give up looking for that 'special' someone. Give up being 'happy' with someone. because I can be happy by myself. I have my friends. I may not have a family. but, why have them when I have my friends who are more family to me than anyone could be?
Funny thing is. I can confess right now that I am, I can say, madly in love with someone, but he's gone. Actually, there are two. They are there for everything, but knowing me, I would screw it up even if they DID like me.
It's hard not knowing what is done.
Its hard knowing what is gone.
Its hard hearing voices in your head.
Its hard knowing my love is dead.
It's love the hate
And hate the love.
I'm madly in love with the two.
But, my heart dosnt know what to do.
So I shall sit here and wait in the dark.
Love will never make it's mark.
Im done with it, all and all.
My hearts has shattered into peices.
And started to fall.
*smiles* And I'm just fine with that.
