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Did you know?; a list of things I'm just beginning to notice, realize, and dislike.

Jealousy is a green b***h that worms her way into life and makes it feel like s**t.
Love hurts. Hurts a lot.
Even family turns their back and pretends not to notice.
Talking it out hurts, but not talking hurts more.
I'd pay a billion dollars for a hug any time of day, any kind of hug.
Secrets are hard to keep.
Pretending hurts like a b***h.
Hating yourself is easy, but it hurts more when others enforce the hate.
I wanna cry, but I can’t.




I hate lying to you.

I think about you all the time.

I can't make it a single day without wondering what you're doing, even though I always know the answer when I ask.

I take your words to heart, when I know I really shouldn't.

15 seconds is too long.

You make me feel weak.
And stupid.

I'm becoming addicted to your music, and it's weird.

I can't sleep right without your goodnight.

I dream about you, and it's kinda scary.

I feel pathetic when I think about this.


I don't wanna get hurt anymore.
And I don't wanna hurt you anymore, but I know I will somehow, someday.

I'm scared to see how you respond to most of my words.

I'm sorry,
Unbelievably sorry.



I feel really...sick(nervousscaredIwanttorunaway) right now.