I wake up every day, every now and then. It's funny that I said "every now and then". I guess it would make you think that I'm constantly sleeping. No, I'm not talking about the kind of sleep where you close your eyes physically and rejuvenate yourself. No, it's something quite different, but the same in a sense. I mean mentally, like waking up from a living nightmare.
What I'm trying to say is that I've just awaken from a terrible event. It may not be as terrible to you as it is to me. However, I don't really care what you think. Seriously, how would you feel if you've been drowning yourself in your own defeat; faking a person that you make others believe that is really you, only to have them figure out in the end and desert you like wasted paper?
It's great to have people there though. Not the one's that hate on you, but the one's that matter. I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about here. Those people who like to be around you and have your company. Yeah...I like those people. Hopefully, they like me back. The one's that abandoned me are long gone now...
