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well, i havnt written in my journal in a while
so sorry about that,
people who actualy read it

today was ok
i wen to tmy grandmother's house
and i watched over my little cousins
i cant play n e more
im too old i guess
and no one around is my age
so why do my parents blame me for getting on the comp so much
>.<
its raining right now
so that makes me happy
i went to the store

ok.....
im going to stop saying wat i did
and im going to start saying wat i feel

im angry and sad
my bf doesnt get on
i think h is mad at me
i said sorry
so i dont know wat to do about that

i have writer's block
so im frustrated cus i cant figure out how my book will go

im pissed at certain people cus they get on my last nerves
but id never say it to them
thats how nice i am

and if u think its you
dont ask me
cus i wont answer

im hungry
cus i havnt eaten in ever

....i want some cookies or ice cream really bad!

I AM SO EMO RIGHT NOW
i want to die!
DIE I SAY
DIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE

no one leaves me messages
or comments ne more
and the whole thing my bf is sadning
and i think that he is breaking up with me by ignoring me
i wish he would just tell me
so i dont have to be so confuzed

GAHHHH!!!!!
I WANT TO SLIT MY WRISTS!

AND MY ANKLES....

legs

arms

face

and if ur reading this

whoever u r

dont tell me not to feel that way
CUS ITS THE ONLY WAY ILL EVER LIVE!

SO JUST!
JUST
LEAVE ME THE ******** ALONEEEEEEE!