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I woke up and I saw the dress.The golden,strapless dress that I was to wear to the ball.The tears in my eyes fell with every step I took while walk over to the dress that was on the other side of my room.I felt my body get heavier as I got closer to the dress.The grief kept building up in me just making me cry harder and making the rug I standing on wetter. Making me think of all the people who care for me so much that it makes me sick to think of them all, but one by one the the thoughts in my head narrow down to thinking who loves me as much as my parents. William or Adam or Leion? But I know that isn't important right now. Right now what is important is that I get my self together and act like I never disappered in the first place. To just show up at my family's ball without showing that I had been gone for so many months, but didn't so much as just to show with care.