how, all of a sudden can i be so lost
drowned in a world of doubt and thoughts
the life raft of hope unto which i cling
hoping for tomorrow and the promise it brings
torn between light and dark again
on the line of life and death i walk again
so completely together yet so broken apart
surrounded by people yet alone in the dark
my mind twists and turns while i sleep
its getting kind of harder for the promises to keep
fleeting words, feeling, and thoughts,
all now so easily are scattered and lost
it seems another hand reaches to help pick up the pieces
should i shun her or continue to reason
that maybe this is worth one last stand
that i could possibly slide into destinies hands
as we slowly mix together each others parts
and possibly build a picture of a bigger heart
that can stand against any torrent or seemingly impossible fight
should i go with what i've known or see if this time its right
as i think this i subconsciously continue to build
with her by my side while the air is so still
i dont know why but my spine doesn't chill
maybe this picture could possibly be the answer
to whether i should just leave or maybe just chance her
but alone i know that if i go this will for sure be the last shot
whether the arrow lands in my heart or head i just know not
so as i subconsciously travel again into the unknown
maybe this time i can finally find a place i can call home
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Pretty much mostly pics and poems, cuz this is where i vent