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Dark.
It's all dark.
Nothing can change it.
I'm stuck in the darkness.
Nothing will get me out.

Scars of betrayal.
Deep cuts
Of depression.
Strenthening in me.

Depressing states of mind,
Paranoia,
Insanity.
They rush,
Race through my head.
I can't stop it.
Make it stop!

Visions of hatred,
Of judgment
Everything they are against.

Flashes of good times
Before I was criticized
For who I am.

I'm different,
I know.
And so do they.
That's why
I'm discriminated against.

Darkness surrounds me still.

Forget my soul,
Forget my heart,
My feelings,
Dead to them.
Forget me.

They surround me
With hatred.
But I did nothing.

Darker.

I want to be accepted
For me
But it won't happen.
I'm different.

I
Will reject acceptance
If it means
I'll be like them.

Darkness closes in.
It gets blacker
BLACKER
BLACKER!

Until there is nothing.