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Body Image is something that I've been struggling with since I was a child. When i was younger, I was really overweight and so many people kept telling my mom that i was going to stay like that for the rest of my life. Luckily I didnt. Through my family eyes, im all skin and bones to them now. I hate the fact that my family use to see me as the fat little girl and expects me to stay that way. Im only 124 lbs. and I guess I dont fit their "weight requirement". But it's not only my family, its my friends.
As much as I love them, it just bugs me a lot. "Oh Kat you look anorexic", "OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR BOOBS", "Oh no your boobs are the only thing i got left they cant get smaller" hearing things like that everyday makes me want to live in a shell so i wont be bothered with. My state of mind is complelely damaged because of this and other problems that I've been going through. It just sucks so bad to have the closest people to you saying negative things about your body. I try not to let it bother me but i just cant help it. I have to look in the mirror and just pick out all of the negatives which is basically my whole body. Through my eyes, I see a broken soul.
 thisDoRkluvsu · Wed Apr 16, 2008 @ 11:49pm · 0 Comments |
