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Today I pretty much realized that my life is over. My childhood life that is. I will be going to highschool and I'm not really sure I'm ready to give my old life up just yet. It's coming no matter what I do. I can't walk this path with half my soul. My other being with my best friend Anna. I don't have her to rely on me anymore. I'm not the the needy I'm the needed. I will now walk a path by myself into whatever hell I do. Into darkness with no light. I fear happy endings. It's strange I don't want to be whatevery other woman will become. It's just not what I want. I hate people who say 'I love you' It's just words and actions speak LOUDER than words. I want someone who is just as crazy as I am. Someone who is willing to put up with my attitude. Oh and that person has to at least LIKE ferrets.