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so i was writing a comment on my last entry about my mood-swingyness and my wishes and then i was just thinking what would happen if my wish actually DID come true? would it have a bad effect at all? these things can backfire...it would seriously alter other peoples lives too...maybe not TOO many people but it would DEFINATELY alter mine...am i really ready for that? hmm... if only i could say my wish and then get some advice... but then it wont come true. and if it DIDNT come true then that would be horrible. i'd be crushed. but wait....i think i may have told someone...wait no i didnt...hmm. i'm really confusing you all now arent i? oh well. i cannot help you. well i could i suppose... but i refuse to. lol. wow i'm STILL not making sense. and now i have thought of a random question. why is the sky blue? i dont want an answer of a bunch of scientific stuff i'm just wondering why did god pick blue? i mean it could have been green. maybe he thought that if we had a green sky then it would look too much like the grass. well there's always purple. he could have picked purple. but then again the sky DOES turn purple-ish at sunset. maybe he was just saving that for special occasions or something. hmm... one of life's mystery's i guess. but that really doesnt make sense because you'll never find out in life. oh i love this song. lol. oh sorry that was random. i'm listening to my mp3 right now so yeah. and here's yet another random thought: i have a butterfly sticker on my hand. its a monarch. not that you care or anything. i'm just kind of randomly writing because i'm sincerely trying to keep my mind of thigns but, oh now i've done it. now i'm thinking of it. i'm stupid. lol. i better go now.
~jacky~