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i cant think of a title oh how to begin. and whether to write it down or not? so many questions. how come i feel as if part of me is missing? will the hole go away? what will it take to fix it? so confused...so much to say. but i dont know what there is to say. once again, i am not making sense. why do i turn sad suddenly? what causes it? i'm afraid of so many things. i dont know what the right thing to do is anymore. and if it is what i think it is..then i dont want to do the right thing. does that make me a bad person? i can be so selfish sometimes. and now there is nothing more to say ~jacky p.s. celeste-thanks so much. its nice to open up. your an amazing friend. i dont know what i'd do without you. heart i'm back again. i really dont know why. just felt like typing some more. i love the rain. it makes me happy. but sometimes not. the clouds are crying. poor clouds. maybe i'll join them. but not right now. for now i will put on a smile and walk up the stairs. i'll act like a happy kid and no one will know. i really would make quite a good actress. i have a lot of experience. acting is kind of like lying if you think about it. your pretending to live another persons life. acting, lying, and pretending...all the same thing.

Posted by: fancy-painted-boats- Sun May 11, 2008 @ 01:09am

Don't you just hate when someone says, "I <3 you."?

I mean seriously, all they're saying is "I less than 3 you."

Woot. Someone less than 3's you. Celebrate, why don't ya.

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Commented on: Mon May 12, 2008 @ 10:18pm


	i enjoy acting and pretending...yes, both are lies, but lying, the normal type is uncomfortable for me. neutral you are amazing too, we know this. I know what you are talking about up there, you are not selfish for thinking what you think, all of us who feel a hole inside are feeling this emotion too, acting rashly upon it is possibly selfish, but, i'm sure that with much support, we can all make some good decisions. heart see you tomorrow, hey, i'm so glad we met, don't get down on yourself, you're lovely. toodles, Celeste

Commented on: Wed May 14, 2008 @ 10:50pm


	I know, i love to act and pretend too!!!! It's just like what celeste said, don't be too hard on urself and everybody has the same feeling when they have that hole inside them. I had it before. Ur not lonely. I'm there with u. C ya. P.S. Remember, Don't give a frown sad , give a smile biggrin Love random comments feel free to look at my profile

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