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for some reason I dont feel wanted anymore not even by my girlfriend now I am alone for good now I have no one of my own my girlfriend probably just thinks of my as useless even though she said she doesnt does she really mean it? I mean I am too perverted for her and she doesnt like how I act and how agressive I am I mean there are more things pulling me away from her but I cant let go no matter how strong the chains maybe on pulling me back I wont leave her even if it causes me pain knowing she doesnt like me. unless she says otherwise all I know is she doesnt love me.