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2day i'm going 2 talk or if u prefer type about a book i am writing. Now i know y'all think i might b 2 young 2 b writing books but, eh we all have r hobbies don't we? biggrin
So here is a little summary about it.... Hope y'all like it! biggrin (This is the beginning)

"What are you doing Celia???"
"Wha- Why are you in my room? I told you to never come in unless I tell you to!"
"Sorry Celia.... I didn't mean to bother."
My darn Grandma was pulling my last nerve. She is one of the weirdest most annoying people there could ever be developed on this here planet!
"Will you just leave now?" I asked trying to sound polite in a way.
"I'll leave.... I just wanted to say supper is ready so come down when ya feel like eating..." And with that she left the room.
I rolled my eyes and flipped the page of my magazine. My life is so hard. My parents died in a car crash, my friends went to a different high school than me, and of all people I was dropped off and my Grandma's house to live with her until my life ends! What else could possiably go wrong?
I've been teased all my life ever since my parents died. I know exactly how my parents looked. I WAS ON THAT BUS. The stupid damn driver drove into the ocean while crossing a bridge. I remember being plunged in the water and pushing my self to rise to the surface. Unfortunatly my parents couldn't make it. They had been sitting in the back of the bus, and when they fell out, the bus was on top of them, pushing them down, farther and farther. I don't think it ever ended. My mom was out cold and my dad was trying to pull her up. It was no use.
I've been trying to move on with my life. I have asthma and butterflies. I hate my butterflies. The stupid sores all over my skin. Anything I touch hurts. No matter how soft, no matter how comforting, it all hurts.
So I sit there, wondering why I'm even on this heck of a planet living not exactly what I would call the dream. No one would call it the dream.
I looked at all my favorite singers. Damn are they lucky. Ashley Tisdale, Selena Gomez, all of em. There just so lucky.
I can barely stand looking at them. It just makes me want to cry....

Thnx for reading! PM me and I'll give you some more of the story! biggrin