So the last chain is being broken. Yeah, her mom is going to sell the house to anyone. Mum says that 'she just doesn't want us calling to complain anymore.' Well maybe thats true, but it isn't her fault. She doesn't even want the damn house. I guess it kind of hit me hard though. The house was the last thing I had that connected us.
I mean, she was my best friend! It's been since New Year's Eve, and I still would take a bullet for her!
Maybe Brady and I are friends agian, but it can't take the place of what we had. She was more then a sister.
I guess I thought we'd make up.
That was probably stupid. My friends would think it's stupid to want to be her friend. My family would think it was soooo incredibly stupid to want to hang out with her. Then I'm stupid. I'll take that, I don't care. I'll stick to what I believe.
Even not being her friend I like her better then Ashley. I always would set up this senario where I could only save one of my friend's life. It was always between those two I couldn't decide.
Now I can, and it sucks because I know she won't read this or relise she's still my best friend.
I guess this is it and I should move on.
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Oh, if you don't want me though
I'll only want you more
I fall in love with hard to get, you know
You're just like me
A mystery
Oh, if you don't want me though
I'll only want you more
I fall in love with hard to get, you know
You're just like me
A mystery