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Koibito -kun wasn't at school today... Hmmm... I nearly went... AM going insane from missing him lots and oodles and blarrrrrgh. He has a new girlfriend. Mmm... Yes. It pisses me off just a little. Maybe it's just PMS, but still it's making me feel more violent. And I may just write her name on my Christmas List. Oh yes. The almighty Christmas List. And no, you don't want to be added. And if I find out the reason he wasn't here today was because he skipped to see this "Jasmin" person, he will go in there as well. Mm.
I don't like to lose as you can see. Even if it was entirely my fault, curse my idiocy. Well, it wasn't MY idiocy, it was Koi's. Not koibito, Koi. Yes, I told you about all of us. (Btw, this is Kumori, if you haven't guessed) I can't really tell if I want him back just because I'm really jealous, or because I like him. I do like him, but that's just Koi speaking.
You see he has the approval of four of seven of us: Koi (obviously), Shinzui, Yatara, and Sachi. Yatara doesn't really count because, you know, she's Yatara. Aishi, Ookami, and me however, don't trust him. Even though Ookami is completely neutral, so he doesn't count either. Aishi is rather afraid for unknown reasons. And me, well... you know, natural cynicism, and distrust, and evil genius, and all. But I won, and that's all that matters to me.
Anyway, we're getting off track. 4/7 approval is above normal, but still... So I don't know. (I'll let Koi speak now) I'm really unsure of how to have this whole boyfriend-girlfriend work, so I'm not sure of what to make of it, and that's why I got scared. Well, that and that things got going WAAAAAAAY too fast and he tried to kiss me after three days. O_O That was really scary... But I miss his touch SOOOOOO much, even though I felt nothing the whole time. *anguished drool headtable* But the whole standing behind me thing was REALLY freaking me out. X_X;;; Anyway, I freaked, got out of it, and am now deathy jealous. And I'm also quite flustered that I'd be done with just that fast. No calling, or stalking, or anything. Not even a little lingering. I feel almost used. > razz Even though, everyone deserves a second chance.
BUT, let me say this directly to my dear koibito -kun: I will call you koibito -kun, no matter what. >:3 I'm rediculously emotional and volatile, I tend to overthink and/or overworry about things. I also like to be alone, have my freedom, and don't like touching. Sorry for being unable to explain anything. And I'd actually like to meet this person. And not in a dark alley with a knife either. As long as I like her, and I see you two are happy together, I will do no damage and leave you alone. But just remember: she's already not on my good side to start with, and you are getting there with your moving on, just like that.
And to sum all of that rambling up: Love really sucks. End of story.
 Watari_chan · Fri May 30, 2008 @ 02:34am · 0 Comments |
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