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you hurt me
you hit me
you call me names
i scream that im sorry
but you still play this game
you come with anger filled eyes
i cower in my dark corner to hide
why am i always regretting all the things i dont even do?
will this really last forever,
oh god i wish i knew
is there really any reason whi i shouldn't hate you so?
but still i long for your affection
$%^& is sickening yes i know
I am angry
sore with hate
i just want this all to stop!
i can;t take it stop the ride!
please just let me off!
im crying the words that make you smile
im facing the pain thats worth ur while
im stumbling up the stairs but being dragged back down
im crying in fear but you laugh at my frown
no one knows what you have done
excuse after excuse
one by one
tears spill freely from eyes of blue
why do u hate me what did i do?
i can't tell them because of a threat
nightmares haunt me i cannot forget
you may think %^& is cowardly but heres a riddle for you
is it better to denie
or hide the truth?
sometimes i stand up to you but other time i simply quake
as i sit here i start to cry
this hate has killed me, let me die
just take the knife and let it strike through
go on and kill me
i know you want to
sometimes i feel like running away
but id have to leave them with you
i just cant stand this anymore i dont know what to do
sometimes i want to end it all i dont really want to die
but i think im going to fall
oh please god have mercy on my poor pathetic soul
i never wanted any of this
my happiness you stole
i close my eyes and dream that none of this is real
i haven't written any of this
this isnt pain i feel
im not voicing my fears tonight
im not telling my story to you
you dont really know how i feel, the things i had to choose
i dont know how why this happens to me could i have avoided it somehow?
one day im gonna leave this place but im gonna hang on for now
im crying now tears of glass oh please just let this end!
and then you utter a quit word
and im begging to you again
i come crawling back to u and beg you please forgive!
im sorry for what ive done
thankyou for letting me live
im so starved for your love
i know i had it once before
you used to think i was worth a bit
and i need your approval once more!

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  • User Comments: [1]
    LostJavaBytes
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    Thu Jun 12, 2008 @ 02:27am


    omg this is soooo good!!! i wish i could write like that... and u tell me u can't write!!! T-T
    truly beautiful, very very emotional obviously...
    wow.
    that's all i can say: wow.
    write more already and stop complimenting me on things that u can do better!!!


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