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Wow...my game keeps getting closer and closer to completion. Each time I see it get closer a new feature is added. I'm just waiting for the time when I feel like the game is done, then I'll be releasing it. Right now, though, I'm waiting on my graphics, still. If I wasn't waiting on them, though, I wouldn't be making the game so good as I am now. New things have been added, and I like the course the game is taking right now. I bet it will be done soon. I've fixed a lot of glitches, and I'm now repairing maps that I once that would be good to use. So, be expecting to see Journey of Heroes: Crystals of Chaos XP Version released soon. I know I can't wait.

Now for a real journal entry:
Today was amazing. I'm still shocked by all the events that happened in a single day. First, a friend of mine meets someone she doesn't really like, and it ends up as her getting into big trouble with her mom. It also causes a lot of other problems, like she almost gets kicked off the computer, never to be allowed on again, but she yelled and it was settled. I had a long talk with her, though. She, her boyfriend, and I all realized how close of friends we were. If she had been forced off the computer, I don't know what I would have done.

She and I are so close, and she is so important to me, I don't know how I could have survived without being able to talk to her. I never knew it before, but I treasure the little we talk, and it makes me happy. Later she told me that she was shaky while the guy was there, and her pacing she was doing wasn't helping any. At least now I know my feelings for her...though what I really feel is still confused...

The part of me that is confused, is that I believe her boyfriend is a better match for her then I am, yet I can't see my life without her, and I don't really think I could stand just being friend's for the rest of our lives...I'm not really sure what that means, though...Well...that's about it now. Bye!