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Well this weekend "was" going to be awesome! But everything I wanted to do never happened...

"Was" going to go paintballing...Not anymore, Kurt is moving... sad

"Was" going to go to Bugaloos with Lucy...Not anymore (Maybe Sunday if she can and it isn't raining) crying

"Was" going to Kris's house for a sleepover...Maybe...But parents are crabby...So I dunno... sad

"Was" going to hang with Kurt before he moves...Not anymore, he had to go load and unload stuff to his new house... sad

"Was" going to have a good weekend...Not anymore, too much bad stuff... sad

Well, I think I shall stay inside and sleep...Maybe next weekend will be better...
*goes downstairs to sleep...*

UPDATE: (6:00pm)
******** MY PARENTS
******** MY LOVE
******** MY FRIENDS
******** MY LIFE

I am so pissed right now! Please just don't talk to me...I'll post when it is safe to contact me...

UPDATE: (12:30am [After Midnight])
So I "didn't" get to go paintballing...
I "didn't" get to hang with Kurt...
I "didn't" get to go to Kris's...
I don't think I'm going to go to Bugaloos with Lucy...
And I am "not" having a good weekend...

UPDATE: (12:15pm [After Noon])
I "may" get to go hang with Kurt today...
I "may" get to go to Bugaloos with Lucy...But I'm not getting my hopes up...

UPDATE: (5:50pm)
I "didn't" go to Bugaloos with Lucy... crying
I "may" get to hang with Kurt tonight after dinner...

BTW, it is now safe to contact me without fear of explosions...I just needed to vent...

UPDATE: (3:30am)
I think I'm going crazy!
Insane maybe?
Desperate?
Deranged?
Loony?
It's 3:30 in the morning! What the hell am I doing awake?!
I hope too much and wish for the impossible...I think that is what makes me crazy...I really need to get help. confused

UPDATE: (10:30am)
Well I think I'm officially crazy...
Reason one: I continue writing this journal for reasons "I" don't even know!
Reason two: I created an entire short story / poem in my head in like two minutes.
Reason three: I can't focus on anything anymore, everything is jumping from one thing to another.
Reason four: I've realized my own craziness which has only made me crazier!
Reason five: I came up with 5 reasons on "why" I am crazy! "That" is crazy within itself!

Well only one thing to do now (Err...Three)! Harness my insanity, write that short story / poem, and stop being so darn crazy all of a sudden!