Understanding a gift can be a difficult thing. Controlling it can be a challenge. But realizing you have a gift and what it is can be the most arduous task of your life. But of course what to do with the gift is perhaps the most important part.
My gift, perhaps one of many, is the gift of fore-site. The ability to accurately predict the future. Anyone can do it that has the intellect to sort out clues. But what about when the answer is already known to you? When you already know what will happen before the clues have even appeared to you or anyone. All my early life I’ve managed to see the future in my dreams. It all started when I was 7, but maybe it happened sooner. When I was 6 and still at least half a year away from my next birthday I would have the same dream many times. So often that at one point it seemed to happen every night and even during the day when I was awake. In the dream I am simply walking on a giant calendar and as I walk down the months I can always see the next month just over the horizon. But I could always see the goal that was beyond the horizon; my 7th birthday. I somehow knew something would change about me then.
After that 7th birthday I started noticing ghostly phenomena and began to envision the future in my dreams. At first only what would happen the day I woke up on. Then 2 days ahead. Then 3 and 4 and 5 days. Eventually I would see a week or 2 ahead. But eventually a month or more. Even every major event that would happen to me in a month. But it is of little use to know what is going to me taught in class the nest day or what will happen in next weeks new episode of a cartoon. However, by the 4th grade I was having visions of people I would meet till years later. Like in 7th grade meeting a girl from Romania who looked exactly like the one I had seen in a dream and some how already knew her first name and sound of her voice. It was only later that I learned she moved to the U.S. when she was in the 4th grade. The same time I saw her in my dream. And like in my dream I fell in love at first sight.
For the years after I continued having next day style visions that where of little meaning and use but at some point I recalled a dream that I had back when I was 7. All I could remember was the numbers written as follows… 12-21-12 …and at remembering what seemed to be a date I got a very bad feeling about it. I could do little with the number at the time so I stuffed it in the back of my mind with and alert status so I would remember it if anything relevant to it came up. And a few years later I discovered it to be the end of the 6th cycle of life on the Mayan calendar. There are many more cycles after the 6th but the transition from 6th to 7th cycle is supposed to be a very bad and devastating one. A great change will occur during and from the switching of cycles. I later learned that many psychics, visionaries, and prophets have labeled a time either near or on that date as being one of great importance, possibly a disaster. About a year after all these discoveries about the date, TV shows featuring the date 12-21-12 as a day of apocalypse started airing. Eventually more and more appeared talking about it being the end of the world or the end of life. As far as I can tell that is just one of many theories on it. It is something to take note of but to never fully buy into. TV has a way of getting viewers by only going with the most dramatic.
In the more recent years my vision dreams have become stronger. Able to see farther into my future then ever. Ones where I am in my mid 20’s in a very bleak future devoid of the common happiness you might see today. I get the feeling I am powerless to stop that future but feel there are people I am meant to protect and help when that time comes. I must hurry and find those people.
Perhaps one of my most realistic visions came in the form of what seemed like a hallucination. I was about ready to get in med as I looked down at my hands and saw that they where covered in fresh blood. Possibly my own but impossible to tell. I have no idea the significance of the vision or if I was too tired and just seeing things. Within the last month I began having visions not of myself but of other people. Of how the friend of a friend was molested and of how my friend left for a vacation without me knowing the exact day she would leave. What is interesting to note is that my friend who left on the vacation is separated from me by about 2000+ miles and I have never met nor do I know what she looks like. And her friend that was molested has never been known to me until after my friend told me about it. Which was after I had the dream about it.
All these things reviled to me in and out of my dreams seem to remind me of what Edgar Cayce said about people’s minds already knowing the answers to everything. That the key to the universe is already in our hand and that all we have to do is turn it and journey to the other side of the door. That some people are born with this gift of sight and others are not but everyone can be taught to use it. Right now I feel as if there is much more information waiting it’s time to be reviled to me. Perhaps I have just begun to awaken to the same gift that Edgar Cayce, and so many others, had.
Oh what the future may hold.
 Mr.Huggles · Fri Jun 27, 2008 @ 06:53pm · 0 Comments |
