Ok well to start off I should tell everyone that lately I've been have random spurts of insomnia making it almost impossible for me to fall asleep. So this morning..liek 2a.m. in the morning I got a cal from my gf so of course I was happy to answer. When I picked up the phone I noticed that it wasn't her but one of her friends calling me on her phone. So having this happen to me before I knew it was a break up call and sure enough it was. So I stayed up all night thinking of why would would want to break up with me, I mean I've done everything that she's ever wanted me and asked me too and they never even gave me a reason why. So 5 a.m. come around and I get another call from her so I answer and they just hang up on me, so I call her back and she acts like nothing even happened. She began to get all chummy with me and I asked her what was up. She claims that they were really drunk and the person who called the 1st time was her sisters friend and they were playing a joke, but if that was the case then why would they have to joke about our relationship and were was she while they did. If she knew it was going on she should have stopped them. So instead of just being up, I was up thinking about anything at all I could have done to deserve this. I mean she said it was just a joke but I'm not totally sure if I should believe her or not. I mean I might only be 17 but when it comes to relationships I have endured pain that alot of people only say that they have delt with, and thinking about it I'm not sure if I have the emotion stability to keep doing things like this. So please people help me....what should I do?
 Jin_Starfeld · Wed Aug 24, 2005 @ 04:39pm · 2 Comments |
