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I am a loveless slave who gets ordered around by her friends. I am a heartless person. I take hearts and rip them to shreds I care nothing about the feelings of others. I talk about my friends behind their backs and gossip about the people who talk about me. I am the one who travels a path deep within the woods where sorrow and nightmares come to life. I am so called a freak but who i am is none of their business.I thought my life meant nothing and i could do whatever i desired and then it happened. One rainy afternoon I sat watching t.v. and talking to my boy friend. I never thought it would happen to me but it did. The phone rang and i reached for it ready to backstabb another friend. "Are you Lilliana", a voice said. "Yes", I reply. "We found your friend Lucillia dead in the girls bathroom just a couple of minutes ago do you know anything about it", the lady tells me. i drop the phone and for once I am the one heart broken. Lucillia and me where like sisters. I had been friends with her since birth and now she was dead. I had just talked to her before school ended and now to think of it she did say something about it. she told me she was going to poison herself in the girls bathroom that night. I had not payed attention to her but now i wished i had've. She said that she was going to make a vowel to come back and haunt that little creep who loved her once but never wanted to open his heart to her. he betrayed her and i betrayed her. I went out with him after he dumped her. I knew i didn't want to live this life anymore. i knew i had to make things right and stop living off of peoples sorrows. But there was a slight problem i didn't know how to change. I was lost on the path of sorrows and nightmares. I only knew how to hurt others and now i had to make a choice. i could either keep walking or go farther in to the woods and completely lose myself. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm ..............what should i do. I choose to keep walking . My game was and always will be to hurt others. i am no friend to any. I betray all in my path who chose not to clear the way for me. I cannot stop it's like a drug. i am addicted to tears. People who lurk in my shadows will pay and every person who thinks i am a friend will learn quickly.
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