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I feel really depressed. I'm wasting a lot of time on gaia, and it's keeping me from all the stuff i've got to do. then again, i dont want to do the things i have to do. that's y i came back to gaia. i needed a distraction....but it's starting to seem more like an addiction...and i'm wasting all this time.....but i'm depressed as it is and if I dont have this as a distracion....what will i do? turn to something else? become more depressed? i'm really tired all the time, and i'm just not myself... what should i do?writing this is making me feel a teency bit better but i know i'm just gonna turn around and see everything the way i left it.... My life is so AWSOME! so why am I so sad?
We had our first full-cast rehersal for the miracle worker, but so many people were missing, and i was concentrating so hard on making up their lines that i couldn't focus on looking blind. It must have looked horrific rolleyes

i'll try to cheer up neutral idk howexacly, but i'l work on it. but please, if yur reading this, will you please PLEASEcomment? it would make me feel so much better if i knew that somebody was reading what i'm posting

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ALi*


P.S. I alredy broke my laptop. it happened about a week after i got it *sigh*whoop-de-doo crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying