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sometimes I wonder if anyone really cares for me and even if i know my friends care for me how can i be sure I wonder if my mother loves me or just takes care of me cause she stuck with me I wonder if my father just helps me out cause no one was there to help him I wonder if my brothers either hate me when they cause me pain or take their pain out on me so many doubts cloud my mind i've even lost my faith in god but I'm sure that nothing is at it seems maybe just maybe someone cares for me will listen to me and maybe even let me cry unlike the ones that hurt me but its a maybe to so many its nothing am I nothing? so many kids at my school no matter where it be always say i should have died im not sure if its a joke or not but i guess it wouldn't matter if i did die maybe I'll die one day and probably find peace there