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And now i'm thinking I shouldn't get married. I'm not sure at the moment but i'm thinking about telling Mystic to call it off and to stop seeing each other , so that I don't put her in any danger, or worse go ahead and kill myself. I don't want her harmed because of me, she doesn't deserve that. For now I just drink to keep my mind off that subject and try to hide my true feelings. But I know there must be a way to stop him, either I find it or die. I must not tell anyone my plan.