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Crying
Ugh! I hate crying so muxh! Yesterday I cried twice, it was horrible and the thing is normally when I cry I get a headache and start coughing but yesterday was different, I didnt get a headache til after I finished crying >_< Whats ever worse is that it was out in public both times crying though the first time it was ok since we were in the car, but we were infront of peoples houses sweatdrop but the second time >_< i might as well have cried on TV, there were so many people and it was so humiliating I mean just out of nowhere people saw me crying and everytime I was done and finished wiping my face off more tears kept forming, I mean I coudnt even dry them anymore cause my hands still had a bunch of tears on them from before, and then my dad felt bad cause he made me cry on accident cause hs didnt understand what happened, he thought I was just being grumpy, so like he tried to make me feel better rolleyes which just drew more attention to me sweatdrop I guess my mom hadnt told him what had happened earlier stare it was horrible, I mean she kept asking me questions that I didnt know the answer to, I mean I guess I should know the answers but I dont, I mean its just not something I'd normally think about and I was so frustrated >_< so yea, I mean I saw Dennis and Sisi and I didnt even say hi to either of them day sweatdrop which im sorry about, I still love you guys biggrin lol altogether yesterday was pretty bad, but it ended on a good note, though I couldnt sleep at all lol neutral ok so maybe that part wasnt good, but before that was better 3nodding Oh, guess wat last year today was my first day on gaia ^^ YAY!!! Party At My House!!! lol
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