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shockingly enough, i'm already awake. its 11:33 and i'm very proud of myself. lol. why, you ask? well, because i havent been able to wake up before 1 for the last four days or so, and it was kind of irritating. i COULD have woken up at 8, but i decided i was just too tired. another horrible sleepless night. hmmm i wonder why i'm writing in here. i guess its because everyone else is offline. such a shame. i never really write randomly like this in my other journal. the one thats not online. lol. if any of you ever read that journal...you guys would be shocked. lol. hmm...i'm getting better at drawing, and i can use those charcol pencils a lot now. i used to night like them because they were just SO dark and you could see every mistake and stuff, but now i know how to blend things and stuff. it probably doesnt sound that complicated, but sometimes it is. othertimes not so much. lol. eek uh oh...a few days ago i painted stars on my fingernails, and i used pens for some of them cause i didnt have the right colors. and i guess i might've pressed too hard because there's a smudge on my nail and it wont come off. like, not on the nail polish, because that's already chipped away but the actual nail. whoops. hee hee.its kinda funny though because the entire time my mom was questioning me asking if it would be bad for my nails or something, and i kept telling her no, it's fine because there's white nail polish in between the nail and the pen, SEE?! but i was wrong. well not completely wrong, because it only happened to one of them but oh well. oh my god. i'm probably boring you arent i? i'm sorry. just stop reading now okay? because i have a feeling i might be going on for awhile. i'm in one of those moods. surprised scary scary. aah. my back is wet. lol. stupid hair. you know that thing from lars the emo kid "forever tormented by the hair in my eyes"? lol, well yeah, i know how he feels. now that my bangs are shorter they kinda get in the way sometimes.oh well. it still looks kind of rainy outside. ooh, if meagan were here she would have yelled "forks!" right now. XD yesterday while my mom was gone i went out on the balcony while it was raining and i sat on the railing and started singing. i loved it. i probably spent about half an hour out there. i kinda lost track of the time. it might be one of my favorite things to do. i cant decide yet. lol. hmm celeste had a dream about all us friends growing up and pushing strollers down the sidewalk. that would be pretty cool. i'll be amazed if it happens. ah, now my mind is wandering to that. i wonder what we'll look like then. will we be able to recognize each other? ah well, i'm gonna go.
heart krissy