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Okay. Well. We're going to Maryland in a week. I'm so excited. I had these crazy mini dreams last night.

The first was being chased by missles and rockets. All we had to do was survive. Good thing Pech-chi had already played that game because she found the best hiding spot where we won't get blown up.

Pech was standing on stage in MY dress. And she forgot the words to her song. *head smack*

Then there was standing and waiting for people to get into the restaurant. I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt. And it was a wedding reception. Yeah. Strange.

When we were getting ready, I heard the violin to Pech's song. She was still fixing her hair and trying to get her dress on. I went out to see what that was all about, and they were doing the song without her. They didn't even have a singer. So I ran back to Pech and told her that she was up. She ran out there and made it just in time to sing the song.

At home. The wedding was only a few hours away and I realized that I forgot my contacts at home. Great. Going out as a nerd?

Waiting in line to get on a roller coaster at six flags~

Pech-chi was on stage and singing a complety different song than what she has been practicing for the past three weeks. Something about crossing the ocean and what not.

At the airport when we were flying to Maryland, the lady was really mean when we were checking in baggage. Mommy had a box and the lady grabbed it and threw it on the belt. Mommy yelled and tried to catch it. She couldn't. But someone was kind enough to.

Back at the rockets. We were getting ready for the wedding.

I think this dream... these mini dreams that just strung on to one another arbitrarily, just shows my anxiety. I cannot wait to go the Maryland, but at the same time... it's a wedding.... I'm so scared. I'm going to be alone and without my sister. Why couldn't Pech-chi be a bride's maid too? I'd be so happy... I'm not even close to Jen... I can't talk to her about random stuff that I do with E Houch-chi. Even though I was a brat for E Houch. I wish I could do that over... I was probably the worst part of her wedding. I stood there next to her carrying that thing with the leaf on it and kept dropping the leaf and yawning. I was so bad.

So let's make it up at Kou Te's wedding. Even though it doesn't seem as fun.

At least I get to arrange flowers. ^______________^