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Well then... As most of you have known or noticed, or not have know or noticed... I was gone for a while. I long while. But I'm back now. I was gone for a while because of an acussing step-dad.... ((No surprise)) Now that's over, and I'm back. I have nothing really to say. But if I say how I feel at the moment. It would be confused. Then again, my emotions should be of no importance to myself. Like this one thing I typed while I was 'grounded' from the computer: My Heart is singled out for no one but myself to mourn with. Yes, it may seem Conceded, but I have my reasons. And within time, you will find out what I trully mean. And this one ((I thought of it one night that it was a full moon and it was really close. And it just reminded me of my past experiances and caused me to cry)): If My tears should turn to blood, I would have stains on my clothes everyday. That one is true though. Now, I feel like doing something else. So this is a farewell for now. I'll post my 'Re-make' Of my story so it will match Heigher's past and things will make much more sence. ^^ See ya'. Meanwhile: Betrayal: An obscene beast within the exquisite body of a human. Just waiting, for the right time to kill. A Vampire: Well I've spent enough time on this already. So now, I'm done. ^^ Enjoy.

Posted by: Masha-sama17 Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 04:18am

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Commented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 04:37am


	Looks down to floors I'm really sorry that we can't be here for you. Things have taken a turn here and there down here to. Last week, my mom told me to hit her on the head with a broken recorder and my brother tried to kill me for real. Our group down here seems to be breaking apart to. I'm really sorry.

Commented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 04:40am


	It's not your fault. Honestly. I feel as if the burden should be on me. Seeing that when I left, everything for you guys had fallen down hill and off a cliff. So, I should be the one to apologize for all that has happened while I was gone. Because, I could've prevented it, instead, I caused it. So I should be the one to blame.

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Commented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 04:51am


	It's true that everything started changing ever since you left but. . . . sigh I don't know. . . . . I don't want you to put all the blame on yourself. I feel like that all of this isn't entirely your fault. Still, I'm really gratefull that I met you. If it weren't for, I wouldn't have opened out of my shell and wouldn't have let anyone in. I don't regret meeting you; neither do the others. I know that they're really happy and grateful that they get to meet someone like you. But I swear I'll beat the crap out of anyone of our friends if they say that they're alone and all that crap. Sigh Especially Mikoto. I just wanna slap her sometimes!! I especially look forward to our next meeting. Good night

Commented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 04:57am


	Aerean, you're the wisest one out of our group. So, I know that you understand. But still, I have no problem taking the blame, since I hate seeing other people suffer for something I caused. So, one day, we will all be together again, and hopefuly, we'll beable to glue ourselves together again.

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Commented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 05:56am


	I......WE await your return. I can't wait to see you. Seeing is the fact it will take even longer for me too see you. Being me younger than the people we love. But I must say, the fault does not belong to you only my friend. It is I aw well. When I came along, everything....Changed some how. I don't know how, but it's a feeling that I cannot escape. And your...And the others...Forgivness is all I ask.

Commented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 04:55pm


	Oh. About th whole... I might be moving back to Arizona thing... It's demolished. My mom doesn't want to therefore Jason doesm't either... So... I'm sorry for getting you hopes up Nagisa, but one day I'll move back. Just ME, andnot the family. But I don't really get how it's your fault, but if you think so, then I forgive you and Aerean for being part of this break up. XP And now I feel bad for saying that.

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Commented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:39am


	Well . . . . . . . yeah. I feel really torn with Mikoto and Shina not being friends anymore. Not to mention that those two were one of my closest friends. I also changed since my dad left the house. I was told by Nagisa that I was a lot more darker then I am now. I want to help everyone by smiling and having fun with them. But one day. . . . . one day I know that I'm going to reach my limit of doing so. I felt torn when we moved here to Arizona, I felt torn about being betrayed by my father, I feel torn about the Mikoto and Shina fight, torn and left alone in this house that I don't know what my mom feels and what my Aniki feels. Like I said, Aniki tried to really actually kill me. I especially want to be there for both Mikoto and Shina. I don't know what Mikoto is going through. She's won't specify it. Shina feels betrayed.

Commented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:43am


	I can't really do anything.. That makes me feel helpless to your guy's needs. Since all I can do is sit around and see what's going on, but ya' know, life moves on. I'm actually surprised at myself for actually caring thogh. ^^;

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Commented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:48am


	Of course you would care. We've all become so close to each other. Some of us have to deal with some things ourselves. Though, I understand that we all wanna help each other, no matter what.

Commented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:51am


	Yeah. I mean, what reason did we spend time together with all those laughs, cries, yelling, ... Beatings, etc. Not for nothing! We did it cause' we're friends, sisters, the owners of each other! XD

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Commented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:58am


	Oi Oi Oi. . . . . . The reason why you say "Owners of Each Other" Is because you "Own Me", right? Since I call you Masha-Sama, right, Masha-Sama?

Commented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 02:08am


	Yayz!! You're smart! Well, gotta go! run's off laughing

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Commented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 02:20am


	Oh my god!! One day, I'll get you back!!!! scream scream

Commented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 02:35am


	Oh my god!! One day, I'll get you back!!!! scream scream

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Commented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 03:15am


	Muahahaha!!!

Commented on: Wed Aug 13, 2008 @ 06:00am


	Glares daggers at Masha

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