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i want to scream at you. tell you i hate you so, but to do that i might break you. i watch you slowly kill your self. i really want to shout. i fear i might loss you, which i probaly already did...the family is now at ends, some of us have taken sides. i write these words of anger, but ill never have the cougar to say them aloud. do you not see what you do to the family. the worried looks, the visable tears? i love you though, ill always try to be there when you need me...