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Thoughts needed to be written down . . .
Hm. Wow life feels like it's going so fast lately. It's pretty scary. sweatdrop It feels like just yesterday I was a little kid just starting school, and now I'm in high school and I get my permit in March, possibly. Wont be long now. . .the year will go by fast, I can tell. It always does. 8th grade went by faster than I'd think it did. 9th grade will probably be the same. *sigh*
Well, things have been pretty okay lately. At least Mr.Bill hasn't been in a bad mood today. I've kind of been thinking about what my mom told me this morning. . . about how when my step dad was kid he was treated like crap, and like he was worthless, but his sister was the "angel". . .then I think of how he treats me; it's like I'm the worthless one to him. . .and my sister is perfect in his eyes. It kind of hurts because like Thursday my sister was at softball tryouts and I was cleaning the house (I mean the whole house) and when he got home, the first words out of his mouth were "Where's your sister?" It hurts, he didn't even say "Hello." or "How are you?" or something. He didn't even say thank you for all the work I did on the house. T-T. But I'll just go back to doing what I've been doing since him and mom got in that fight last week . . .avoid him as much as possible. It's going to be hell, since his father is moving down here. I told my mom I'd be better off if someone shot me and buried me in the ground. Because personally I don't give a damn what his father thinks of me. But my mom and him want me to behave and help make the house all perfect for when he comes Sunday.
I've also been trying to help my best friend, because she wants to start a band, and I think it's a great idea. . .but music was never one of my many talents. . .but I'll try and help her get the money for everything and try to learn the drums. Then I'm thinking about joining the Art Club in school, and possibly try JV soccer, maybe. . .not sure. I am about the Club. Well. . .I like high school for the most part. Spanish is fun, WH is not V.V; Computer Apps are okay, and Gym is pretty enjoyable, the running is pretty fun.
I really am dreading the end of this year so much. At least I wont see my dad this summer. I don't think I have the tolerance for it. -.-"
It's unbearable down here right now. The heat is GAH! and my step dad insists of saving money so the electric bill doesn't get high so the temp in the house is 78. That's not much farther under the real temp outside. T-T"
Hm....Well, I'd write more of my thoughts down, but I really need water. . . I swear I drink so much in day I might as well be all water and no solid parts. domokun
^_^ . . . Well . . .until I can think of something to write. . .bye-bye.
Wouldn't life be perfect if.. sweat pants were sexy, nothing was regrettable, girls didn't cause so much drama, boys weren't so confusing and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow....
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