Hallloooo!
Boy am I ever dumb? Letting myself sound stupid in a public journal?! LMMFSASAO! How naive of me!
Well, these days I have a legit journal, so I've really no need for this one. Lawlzz
But, I'll do a quick re-cap of my daily living;
I am now THIRTEEN, 14 in October. =3
Yes, how I have aged. I can already see wrinkles forming in my face... =( *cries*
' BY GOLLY GEE MAM', DO YOU REALLY LOVE HIM?! '
I'd love to say yes, BUT I'D BE LYING! XD
Of course not! Love Does Not doesn't exist silly! =) IF it did, it would not have fooled me so many times over. Besides, love would never end, and I ended it.
BOY DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO ACTUALLY STAY SINGLE!
Though have aged to a shriveled up prune, I am still far too young to be trying to carry off a long term serious relationship. Besides, it never works out anyway.
NO WAY HIGH SCHOOL! SINCE WHEN?!
Since we all graduated from Wel-fair Wembley silly! X3
And September 3rd, shall be my calling. Ah, I can't wait! Let those little things I used to call friends that have already drifted from me, blow away... =D
VOCALS, BUT YOU DON'T SING!
Oh yes I do, you dunno me if you questioned it... <.<
This is what I have been waiting for most, the vocals. Improving my voice is a never-ending life-time goal of mine. Whether I become successful with a career involving singing or not, it how I get through all aspects of life.
JESUS, YOU'RE DEPRESSED?!
Ahaha, hardly. These days I am as free as a bird!
Couldn't be more content with myself really, aside from the classic self-esteem issues, but let's face it those ain't ever leaving! lmao
Anyway, I was horribly close at one point, it took some time, but hey, I am over HIM.
He left, he ignored me, until.... HE GOT A BAD HAIR CUT. Boy, you ain't cute anymore! lmmfsasao Yess, I left that... Child behind me long ago. Tears were shed, but, they fall no more! =)
Ahh, looking back on life I see how truly fresh my mind was, and realize how much it still is now. I was positively naive back then, as I still am now. But it my mind can grow so quickly in such short time, just imagine what it could be years from now... I will be a brilliant well-accomplished adult! =) If I pick up my slack that is. lmao
Yes, we've endured our fair share of pain, and the one thing I am thankful for most is that I caught on quite quickly to the concept of; ' Trust me, your life hasn't been any harder than anyone else's! ' However, there is a downfall, to this day I get horribly irritated by those who cannot seem to grasp that. =/
OH! Another thing, I have really learned the meaning of EVERYONE'S LIFE IS D I F F E R E N T ! Everyone experiences things differently, whats easy for me, might be hard for others. This took me quite some time to realize, but when tables were turned and it was someone else playing the role I usually would, I saw that they were in the wrong, and in return learned that I've been in the wrong to assume everyone should be as strong as I am in situations, for years now.
Grade Eight seems to bring out some good quality maturity out of us children, and for that I am thankful. =)
Ironically enough though, some of my ex-teachers were much more foolish then many of us students that sat in the room. =D
BUT NOW I AM DONE!
Good Bye journal, I shall write occasionally when the interest strike, until then, Byeeee!
Much Love,,
Jinxiieee heart
Boy am I ever dumb? Letting myself sound stupid in a public journal?! LMMFSASAO! How naive of me!
Well, these days I have a legit journal, so I've really no need for this one. Lawlzz
But, I'll do a quick re-cap of my daily living;
I am now THIRTEEN, 14 in October. =3
Yes, how I have aged. I can already see wrinkles forming in my face... =( *cries*
' BY GOLLY GEE MAM', DO YOU REALLY LOVE HIM?! '
I'd love to say yes, BUT I'D BE LYING! XD
Of course not! Love Does Not doesn't exist silly! =) IF it did, it would not have fooled me so many times over. Besides, love would never end, and I ended it.
BOY DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO ACTUALLY STAY SINGLE!
Though have aged to a shriveled up prune, I am still far too young to be trying to carry off a long term serious relationship. Besides, it never works out anyway.
NO WAY HIGH SCHOOL! SINCE WHEN?!
Since we all graduated from Wel-fair Wembley silly! X3
And September 3rd, shall be my calling. Ah, I can't wait! Let those little things I used to call friends that have already drifted from me, blow away... =D
VOCALS, BUT YOU DON'T SING!
Oh yes I do, you dunno me if you questioned it... <.<
This is what I have been waiting for most, the vocals. Improving my voice is a never-ending life-time goal of mine. Whether I become successful with a career involving singing or not, it how I get through all aspects of life.
JESUS, YOU'RE DEPRESSED?!
Ahaha, hardly. These days I am as free as a bird!
Couldn't be more content with myself really, aside from the classic self-esteem issues, but let's face it those ain't ever leaving! lmao
Anyway, I was horribly close at one point, it took some time, but hey, I am over HIM.
He left, he ignored me, until.... HE GOT A BAD HAIR CUT. Boy, you ain't cute anymore! lmmfsasao Yess, I left that... Child behind me long ago. Tears were shed, but, they fall no more! =)
Ahh, looking back on life I see how truly fresh my mind was, and realize how much it still is now. I was positively naive back then, as I still am now. But it my mind can grow so quickly in such short time, just imagine what it could be years from now... I will be a brilliant well-accomplished adult! =) If I pick up my slack that is. lmao
Yes, we've endured our fair share of pain, and the one thing I am thankful for most is that I caught on quite quickly to the concept of; ' Trust me, your life hasn't been any harder than anyone else's! ' However, there is a downfall, to this day I get horribly irritated by those who cannot seem to grasp that. =/
OH! Another thing, I have really learned the meaning of EVERYONE'S LIFE IS D I F F E R E N T ! Everyone experiences things differently, whats easy for me, might be hard for others. This took me quite some time to realize, but when tables were turned and it was someone else playing the role I usually would, I saw that they were in the wrong, and in return learned that I've been in the wrong to assume everyone should be as strong as I am in situations, for years now.
Grade Eight seems to bring out some good quality maturity out of us children, and for that I am thankful. =)
Ironically enough though, some of my ex-teachers were much more foolish then many of us students that sat in the room. =D
BUT NOW I AM DONE!
Good Bye journal, I shall write occasionally when the interest strike, until then, Byeeee!
Much Love,,
Jinxiieee heart
