Well, this sucks! stare
I thought all the moving from place 2 place thing had stopped neutral , it seems I was wrong sad . I always start getting used 2 da idea of something happening, but then . . . something unexpected happens as well . . . like the acreditation being taken away . . . causing my school 2 be a "risk" 2 all students who go there... because parents think that this years acreditation won't count (when the school board of education is giving us a year to fix everything and all) . . .
Since this event was announce on the news -where sometimes 10 sentences u say . . . are transform into one- everyone has gotten sad... and not knowing exactly what to do, but to follow their parents, which believe that it's just better to move . . . to another place. All I ask for my 13 birthday...was ... never to move! at least not in my teen years... but it seems 2 happen evrytime I start getting used 2 my "new home" ... At least this time won't be because of my parents (if we move) but...for school problems.... neutral ....
It breaks me ...into tiny little pieces to have to say good bye to my friends, right after some of them just graduated from High School.... now I have 2 separate from the ones left.... I know we can still see each other....but.... it WILL NEVER be the same....
....but even in the middle of all this.... I feel lonely...... I alredy feel the distance between the ones I called my friends....and me.....
and being useless as ever.... I feel... empty neutral
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