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So, first entry. I've always hated starting new things. Its seriously freaks me out, even in the case of a journal online that probably no one will ever read. :]

Still though... life! Today's only half over and it's already sucking. It's 12:35 in the afternoon... mom's painting my room, I'm sitting here bored and feeling kind of depressed. I woke up at 3 this morning because someone called my cell phone. You'd figure I'd get back to sleep, but it's hard when your best friend's mom calls you to tell you that her son has died.

It's not like I wasn't expecting it. I mean, Shane had cancer... and he was in a coma after trying to kill himself a few days ago. I knew it would happen... but he just left so quickly... And he was so young. Did those seventeen years of his life really have to end so suddenly?

At least I've got Alan to cheer me up though, 'cause otherwise I'd be really down right about now. However, I still wish Jenni were around. DAMMIT GIRL, WAKE UP EARLIER! >=(

That's pretty much my life right now though, I'm probably gonna write a poem for Shane and post it later. I just wish he were here to see it... or that he was here at all. =[

<3 Luffluffluff,
Kaytee.