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over the last blasted week a series of events triggered my other personality... i do not know how but he payed a visit and i blacked out... all i remember is givving this note book that i and a former friend wrote in and passed back and forth... i know i wrote it because i recognized my handwriting when i got called the social worker for a little talk. the stupid b***h let my ex b***h of a girlfriend get a hold of it and she in turn let her mum see it... supposidly i threatened her life and my school. The girl whom i remember giving the book to whom i thought i could trust has caused my life to turn into a living hell. if i dont visit the social worker every day for the rest of the school year, i will get taken out of my school, put in a mental institution and put under observation until im deemed safe for public contact. in that case i would be placed a year behind everyone else and unable to get into the things i want to do in my future. I talked to the principle whom has talked to the girls parents... he covered my a** in dealing with my ex's mum and i do not care about the other mother cuz i know she likes me already cuz the girls twin is like one of my closest friends... and she explained it to her mother... and every one of my true friends and a few teachers know it was my way of killing the bugs in my head... ending the problem. i am like on sensory overload and on thin ice at school. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn stressed stressed sad sad gonk gonk