In Web Team we have our first big project (making a "website" as in, a grouping of several sites) and I decided to make mine on Motley Crue. >_>
It's hot. cool
Today felt extremely meloncholy and I had no (close) friends to talk to (for the most part) so I felt distant. I can't really remember what happened in any of my classes besides the fact I hit Malcolm on the head for blocking my way when we were playing soccer in Euro, and that I went inchworming into the pond on my hands in Bio trying to get frog eggs (we were unsuccessful).
But after school:
Worked out in the fitness room for two hours. Ran a mile, biked for thirty-five minutes listening to Farmer John and some kid next to me talk about fireworks and bicycle accidents, and lifted a couple weights.
Changed into normal clothes.
Went outside, where some "boderline lesbian" girl assaulted me. She said she A) loved my Twilight shirt, B) loved me, C) thought I was hot, and D) would have raped me if she knew me better.
e_e
Then she put her arm around me but I felt to weak and zoned-out to start yelling at her. When she finally let me go (after I told her I was straight (I mentioned that I hadn't been able to go to GSA today, and she got this hopeful look on her face as she asked me if I was a lebian...)) I went and talked to Matt P. for a while as he explained his mother was late and the reason he stayed after school was for interact club, which his mother made him sign up in. I'm like, "Matt, when do you NOT do what your mom tells you to do?" Then the wimp leaves because his mummy drives up. stare
Then on the late bus JoJo spends the entire time trying to entertain me and asking me questions and stuff. He thinks my name is Shelby but I didn't correct him. Maybe I just like being called Shelby, because then it feels like she's not that far away anymore. Or maybe it's the feeling that I almost had an un-biological twin. He asked me if I was going to homecoming, then said, "I'm not asking you out or anything, just wondering."
>_>
What, did other people interpret it like that? Because I wasn't even thinking in that direction, no joke. Or maybe I'm just being weird again, not thinking like a normal person who would expect to be asked out (even by a kid four feet tall).
Went home and took a nap, but I'm still tired.
Not hungry anymore, though.
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