at first i was happy, i finally got a date with the boy i loved,and he was the one who asked me out. we went out for three years and time pasted almost too fast befor i knew it we were sitting on the cliff by the ocean looking at the bright twilight moon (thats what we called full moons) and he kissed me out of know were i loved it but his parents found out and gave him two choices 1 he never sees me again and moves on with his life or 2 he shoot himself well he chose to shoot him self but he didnt have to shoot himself in the head he didnt but what did he do he pointer the gun and pulled the triger thus his body falling into my arms and my tears streaming down my face like water falls i was sitting in the blood of my love the only one i would only love. it took three people to pull his body from me. then they locked me in a room with only a slight angle of light coming in through the window (thats were i got my name) i was locked in that room for a year and know im finally out its been almost a year and im still not over the sunlight hitting my skin and i hate every thing conecting to light that is why i sit im my dark room typing the for you to read who ever you may be. well im getting better thanks to my friends here on gaia helping me get over it all. i thank you with all my heart THNX XOXO I LUV YOU GUYS!!!!