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I believe that there's hope
Buried beneath it all and
Hiding beneath it all, and
Growing beneath it all, and...

thease lyrics by paramore in let the flames begin

they explain me... my reason im alive...
i dont care what anyone else believes about hope, i've been thru the beatings, the deaths, the depressions, the panic attacks, the tragedies. there's been robberies, thefts, sickness and pain. broken bones, beatings and scars i cant even remember where they've come from. i've been thru almost all of it, any way to end a relationship, i've had it happen. any type of obsticle i've fallen victim to them all... and one thing i know
i still have hope
theres something inside of me, buried beneath everything, its almost gone, theres only a glimmer of it left, but its there.
my will to live, my hope for a future. theres always a new day... all i can do is live.
i will never take my own life because i believe theres hope beneath all the crap
that thru the storm a new day comes out
that thru it all theres a glimmer of hope
and as long as its there i will dig, and i will survive the grueling punishment that is my everyday in hell.
like a dog digging for a bone i will never tire i will never give out until i find my hope
i cant give up
if i do... what hope is left for anyone?