I hate being out of town sometimes, it gives me too much time to think then everything gets worse in my head and the pain just stacks up and damnit I cant take this much longer.
I need her, I need her to survive. Ever since the end of August i have just been degrading in mental and emotional stability. Add to the fact that even though I love Olivia, I still love another, and I like another person so much its not even funny. If I can just see her I know that my mind will be cleared.
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Just some thoughts.
Title says it all, I want to just write about whatever is going on.
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