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this is my SMILE STUPID series, its kind alike a diary...

smile stupid,
I am sure you dont know what i have been through,
I am sure you think I am the stupid one,
well, I am sure your wrong.

smile stupid,
I have been through more then you know,
try being raped of your memories.
try living with it and still laughing.

smile stupid,
I was born with my mom and dad gone,
I was born not really strong,
I was born molested by only one.

smile stupid,
I live in a dark city,
I was bullyed and thought of hidiously,
I was given my first hate letter

smile stupid,
I moved and saw a phyciatrist,
one after another,
I watched people go by only one friend

smile stupid,
I met new people,
I fell in love with the wrong guy,
he took my heart I had nothing becouse its all he stole.

smile stupid,
I was in a trapt door ready to spring,
too bad he sprung before me,
"I nevevr loved you, it was a desiease".

smile stupid,
I am not who I used to be,
shy and alone,
I wish for love and life guess what

smiel stupid,
I have a tumor
what do you got?