Something felt really odd today. Like a part of my brain suddenly fizzed out for no reason. But it was a good feeling, like the part that disappeared wasn't supposed to be there or something. It made me feel... pretty blank. Not blank as in not feeling anything, but blank in the sense that the things that went wrong were suddenly gone. I know it's not true, but something sure as hell happened that made things a helluva lot better for me. Truthfully, there are a few, erm, awkward... things that are still there, but those will pass with time.
I would have never gotten to this point if it weren't for a few key people. The people who held me when I was feeling down, the people who kept me laughing even when things were feeling helpless. You know who you are, don't be shy. I'd like to thank them for being there. Thank you. There are a couple of people that I want to thank who won't be reading this, only because they don't have a Gaia. One of them has been with me since the fourth grade, ever since I hit her over the head when she accidentally ran into me x3 The other wasn't at school today, which I found rather depressing, but oh well. He puts up with a lot of schemes of mine (such as putting his hair up in pigtails) and keeps me from getting depressed when all I want to do is sit in my emo korner and cry. Many, many thanks to all of you.
There is also one more thing that I would like to say to a very special person, but I'm biding my time for that one. You'll know when I say it.
So right now I'm pretty much braindead with hope and peacefulness, which probably isn't very healthy, but it sure as hell feels good.
