wow.. i remember that dream. That was so long ago. And now I have had way worse dreams than that. xp
But now on here im going to write what im feeling
no one comes on this website anymore anyways.
Hm...
Where to begin...
Im still in like him.
Like Whoa.
Now I know it will never be so im trying to push it away.
It doesnt work.
And uh...
My buddy is having a hard time....
It really upsets me to see her like this you know?
I don't like what she is doing..
I try to ask her to stop but my efforts prove futile.
Simple alternations could cause this problem
to be eradicated.
But those simple measures are placed
on a cliff edge,
if I moved to fast to grab the solution,
i might slip and fall off the cliff.
So
I just have to ease up to the solutions
with confidence and hopefully it will all turn out
for the better.
Wow..
yeah im weird.
Im kinda sad.
sad
but its really weird.
Ive been all blah for the past few days.
All of those days besides that one hour..
where I laughed with real emotion.
Even though the joke hurt in a way.
It was still funny.
Begging You To Leave Me Now, Begging You to Stay Away From me.