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i just dont know what to do i think god is the only one who could fix me now theres an emptiness inside me if anyone is reading this and thinking its fake ur wrong this is all really happening ppl have made fun of me telling me how fake this is because of this iv been reported 3 times i cant see anymore its like watever this is is controling me im not who i used to be im meerly a shadow of who i used to be i would always be fun i tried to be as much a kid as possible now iv grown up but this is not who i hope to be i will find a way to get rid of this to be who i used to be to be who im meant to be i will get rid of this without attempting to kill myself i keep hearing about ppl like me and thats how they get rid of it ending there own life i on the other hand am going to use this as a way to help ppl like myself or just to help ppl in general