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I officially have, let's see today, tomorrow, halloween, the 1st, and the 2nd to talk to my boyfriend before he has his final chance to ship for basic. And honestly, I hope he fails.

Before you get the wrong idea, I hope he fails so I won't have to go another 4 months without seeing him, or hearing his voice. I've already gone five months without his presence. I hope he fails because I love him, not because I don't. But I don't want him to fail on purpose.

I want him to acquire his dream even if it means I'll spend at least the next four year of my life marking days off on the calendar until I get to see him again.