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Halloween wasn't a total bust but...

Okay! SO I make this new group of guys my friends. They're really nice and I like them a lot and they're really fun to hang out with. We were supposed to get together and do soemthing last night but do they call me>??? NO!!! WTH?! I'm so freaking pissed right now. I mean they're my friends right? They'd been getting me all riled for it like all day and all of the day before. URG! It makes me so mad when I'm lied to and ignored. My "best friend" I've just found out has been lying to grandmother about spending time with me so she can spend time with her d** A****** of a f****** boyfriend. I really don't liek him, never have and I never will. He was a jerk to me when I didnt do anything so yeah. Screw it. I'm going to have a chat with her today and I'm sure it'll end horribly but I'd rather have a small group of honest friends then some friends who lie to me or about me and make me look bad when I havent done s*** to anyone. GOD I AM SO MAD. But I guess I shouldnt be...well not at the first group anyways. I mean it's all guys so I get it if they just wanted to be you know "with the guys" so I might forgive them in time lol but my best friend....idk I mean I feel a little shocked about it all and idk...she's like another sister to me and I feel really bad about going to call and accuse but idk what else to do or what so yeah...I need a vacation lol