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One thing thats floors me... Is even though I broke up with Chris, I feel like something is missing. Mainly, Him.
I know its mostly his fault, but I can't help but think, what happened to my pations? Maybe I was listening to much to the people around me. A lot of people wanted me to break up with Chris. Maybe I should stop being such a crowd pleaser.
I mean, Chris, Its not all your fault. I know, somewhere, it was me. Besides, I'm the one who didn't have the pations. But you didn't have to do some of the things you did...
Maybe he can learn how to take is emotions out on other things? I like to draw, Thats now I learn to deal. Maybe he can write poerty. Chris, The Rift was awesome, better then some of mine.
Now, I know in the time of need, I can strane out some of my friends. Yanagi, not being a close of friend than she used to. Nic, and Dai are really good friends then I expected. Lu is too.
Now, Lu is a playa. XD. He flirts with me all the time. And sadly, now I can feel like I can play along. Rofl. He was tickling to me today...The b*****d. XDXDXD(he has a girlfriend too, mind you)
Dai and I made a promise a llllooonnngg time ago, if we're both single, we'll go out. Now Being Chris's and I relationship, being alot like Dai's, it has me wondering, should I? I don't think I want to get in a relationship agian. Maybe not for a lloonngg time.
They say it takes 1 week for ever 6 months for a relationship to heal. Then by that, It should be thrusday of next next week, but I doubt that'll happen.
I was kinda out of it today, but people said it was good that I was smiling....
But lately, I've been pondering if I made a mistake....?
.~RyuLuna~. · Mon Oct 03, 2005 @ 08:41pm · 1 Comments |
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